Monday, January 10, 2011

蔡健雅Only Love

從收音機聽到這首歌, 很catchy的一句, "Only Love 愛是我最美麗的原因!"

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

從facebook中看到一篇文章, 想跟心靈脆弱的朋友"些也":

"總有一些人,他們看上去整天都很開心,沒有煩惱,像個小孩,好多人都會羨慕他們,但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面,更沒有能力一個人獨處,因為當夜深人靜的時候,他不知道一個人會發生什麽事,坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。­

他們貌似很堅強,因為在別人看來,他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對,但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈,只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。­

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著,期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的,希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見,也會另他們難過好久, 他們真的真的很介意,介意自己不被人喜歡。因為,他們總是為別人想的很多,對別人總是比對自己好;把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福,喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。­

他們總是那樣,前一秒還傷心的流著淚,後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候,已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵,是的,他們在意的人就像是太陽,在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣,而太陽照不到的背面,那悲傷藏得那麽好,不願被看見。­

他們向往放縱自由的生活,卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著,很累很累,卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠,不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復 雜,恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時,才會卸下盔甲,委屈的流下眼淚。因為在他們心裏,笑就是開心,哭就是難過,接近就是喜歡,遠離就是討厭。但其 實不是,他們明白了,心好傷,眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後,笑笑得擦幹眼淚,說,沒關系,我可以做的很好的。­

他們好像無所不能,好像總是不會有煩惱,好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決,總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前,笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題,他們卻茫然無措,面對自己的悲傷,他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。­

他們的想法非常簡單,說出來的就是心裏所想的,肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎,無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以,請別記恨她們,他們從不願傷害誰,小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。­
他們其實非常單純,甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好,因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單,他們很容易受蠱惑,請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情,因 為一旦傷害了,那就將永遠彌補不回來!如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他(她)那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷,讓他(她)知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們......"

ref: http://hklovestory.myfunnyshare.net/view/4c8f29b3d41c6

我應該是屬於時常很開心, 但不常笑的人 =)

My Hidden NY Resolution

Okay... I do secretly have another New Year resolution... it's to exercise more. I'm not making it an official one 'coz i know it won't last long. LOL! I will get back in the court once the dodgeball season starts in Feb. Meanwhile, I can dance it off! Haven't been to a dance class for a long time... and the video shows it too.... -_-!

Why do I always miss the last 8 beats? I know I look stupid in this video but it's a good reminder for myself to get better! Thus, I'm posting it here as a reminder for myself and for your good laughs. Cheers!

Monday, January 3, 2011

My 2010

Happy 2011 everyone!

It's time of the year again to review what i have done last year... I usually post up fun and loving pictures to convince myself what a great year I have had. Not this year. I feel like I have accomplished absolutely nothing in 2010. Let's see... I had a nervous breakdown in Jan and enrolled myself in my own 4S rehab program:

1. Slow down. Telling myself I don't need to fill up my schedule everyday, every week.
2. Spend more time at home. It is worth more of my time than my hobbies.
3. Sacrifice. Don't be a FOMO all the time. Need to believe that I won't be forgotten if I don't make it to every social event.
4. Schedule wisely. Make good use of my Saturdays!

Then I bought 20DVDs and 30 books. Ended up reading 2 of them, and a stack of DVDs that's now laying dustily in my room. Failed to free up my schedule as dodgeball season continues and ridiculously joined 3 dodgeball teams at the same time. I didn't even have time for dance classes with the off-the-hook busy dodgeball schedule, traveling to HK side at least 3 times a week late at night... However, once the dodgeball season was over, I felt emptier than ever!

Part of the de-FOMO process was to cut down my partying activities. So I haven't been to LKF as much as I used to. Instead of LKF, I have migrated to the dark side! hahaa... MK or TST ghetto bars ROCKS!!!! No more dressing up with feet-killing heels, and cocktail sipping. Somehow the dark side migration = not partying... but really, it's still partying, just in a more down-to-earty-not-dressing-up way.

2010 was a year of materialism... got super inspired by Helen To & I've been shopping like I have a sugar daddy... but I don't. Got a few truly unnecessary items that the shallow me enjoyed wholeheartedly. Traveling was also a big part of my 2010 spending, CNY Phuket trip, April Osaka Lady GaGa trip, Shanghai+ TPE biz trip, Taipei EMB offsite, U.S. of A. shopping spree, & another TPE trip... I know... super FU CHIN! I guess my FuChin-ness made up what it seemed to be a fabulous (yet meaningless) year.

Going forward, I'd like to make my 2011 resolution simple: take my daily multivitamins, keep exercising, & spend more time with family. Treasure my days with Mallow xoxo

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Drunken Performances

I nagged BFF for a Christmas song... and she did. She begged me not to post it online... and I did. It's way too cozy and sweet :) Merry Christmas everyone!!!



... and then I had to play one song too. The one and only song I know how to play on the piano since I was 8. (still is the only song I know after all these years... )



xoxo

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

(火羅)爆Lulu之第18回



又喺台灣, Lulu又上身...
點解每次出差都咁甩流架呢?
今日同代理開會啦, 開完就同佢地個超級得高望重嘅富豪COO食lunch. 一齊行去餐廳時鞋底甩左囉!!!! 火羅火暴..................

-___-"

今日開始Boycott i.t. 嘅鞋!!!!!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Sweetness that's worth an onion breath!



Just had a frest green salad from Pizza Express for lunch and had a piece of super sweet red onion! So fresh and sweet that I had to blog about it. It's so damn sweet that the onion breath that follows seems justifiable!

P.S. Loving the foursquare special from Pizza Express! Just check-in to receive a free dessert with any main course! It's my 3rd time enjoying free dessert from foursquare. Life is good :)

Monday, December 6, 2010

Joy


小朋友學講嘢階段真係cute到爆!有時都唔知好嬲定好笑。話說尋日喺屋企做paper mask, Ball Ball 見到我個樣就好鎮定咁同我講:「我驚呀!」我怕我聽錯,因為佢嘅語氣同句對白完全離罩,加上我唔知佢識講「驚」呢個咁爆嘅expression. 再問佢講咩啦。佢再好用力地好似朗誦咁講多次:「我。驚。呀。」隻眼掙到雞乸咁大!我即場笑到甩mask囉!


Thursday, December 2, 2010

血洗南加洲

又人話[The girl with a dragon tattoo] 好好睇, 我就話不如上演一套[The girl wtih a max-ed out credit card] 會動魄驚心d喇!

劇目: 碌爆卡的女孩之戶口結餘唔夠數

碌爆卡的女孩 (簡稱"爆孩"), "無錯! 我覺得屋企個廚房地下最有用係今次! 平時拖嘅地總算無白費... "


只得6小時shopping時間, 我盡左力架啦!! Desert Hills Premium Outlets 果然係一個好地方. 亦都係我每次想去探亞媽嘅動力~ 值得一讚嘅係嗰度間Gucci Outlet. 我從來都唔係Gucci fans, 但係都數左3件. 係因為實在太低買啦!!!!! 嗰度班sales又真係形造到"手快有手慢無"嘅低死氣氛喎!! 真係要買多個黎送比亞媽呀!


你睇吓佢幾high?! 完全入晒戲!!


Day2: South Coast Plaza
主戰: Nordstrom, Abercrombie & Fitch, Victoria's Secret, 同埋 Bath & Body Works.
爆孩, "唔好掛住影相啦! 行快兩步啦!!"


快樂原始shopping! :)

Rainbow makes me HAPPY but...



My Weather apps always gives out a quote while it's loading... it says "it takes both rain and sunshine to make a rainbow." In my opinion, you can make a rainbow with just a sprinkler under daylight! If there's no sunshine, then we shall enjoy dancing in the rain (or sprinkler ;P). Cheer up people!