Ignorance is Bliss

sometimes i wish i don't know how it works. then i won't be stressing over it at all. truth hurts.

一路好走

想再吃您的抄腰果. 過年過節到您家都會吃到家的感覺.
想再和您飲茶, 每次我四出叫點心回來您都會很高興.
欣賞您的活力, 多年來週遊列國, 泰國跳降落傘跳了4次, 我一次也不敢.

特別記得小時候有一次我拉不上拉鏈, 您一手便幇我拉上了. 說起來沒什麼特別, 但印象深刻.
記得您來美國探訪時, 晚上在我房間談天說地. 您問我長大想做甚麼, 我當時告訴您我想當翻譯員. 然後您跟我切磋日語. 好厲害!

嫲嫲, 這幾年您辛苦了. 雖然您已不認得我們了, 但相信您會感受到我們都很愛您. 您離開時靈魂清醒嗎? 會到那兒找到老朋友嗎? 會認得他們嗎? 希望您已做回那個精力充沛好動的自己, 找到老朋友, 過著無憂無慮的生活. 嫲嫲, 請一路好走!

My 4S 康復工程

my mumble...

"心情跌到谷底之後, 明白到事情已到達不能再壞的地步. 我大可以選擇保持現狀, 等時間沖淡一切. 心情變得麻木後就當發了一場惡夢. 過了就算. 但我選擇改變, 努力扒離谷底."

When life has hit a bottom low, when things cannot get any worse... I could choose to pretend nothing happened, let my emotion stay low and let time passes. Wait 'til my feelings get numb and life goes on as if nothing had happened. Or I could choose to change. When things are that bad, the only way to go is up! However, climbing up requires courage and determination. For better or for worse, I know I don't wanna stay at the current stage. Currently enrolled in my own 4S rehab program.

1. Slow down. Telling myself I don't need to fill up my schedule everyday, every week.
2. Spend more time at home. It is worth more of my time than my hobbies.
3. Sacrifice. Don't be a FOMO all the time. Need to believe that I won't be forgotten if I don't make it to every social event.
4. Schedule wisely. Make good use of my Saturdays!

感觸

二零一零年一月十六日, 那天我情緒崩潰了. 正好碰巧是好友牙生牙太的大好日子. 在婚宴上我失控地哭. 太感觸了!

伴郎細心地準備了幻燈片, 在晚宴中和大家分享新人的相識經過與拍拖點滴. 回顧著他兩的愛情故事, 我們都一直再旁見證. 感情是累積回來的. 歲月把累積回來的感情變得深厚. 直至牙醫向她求婚, 到今天在眾親友面前承諾愛對方一生一世... 太感動了! 然後牙太在台上哭著說她很掛念爸爸, 忍不住跟她一起哭. 但從今以候請世伯放心, 因為牙太已找到幸福了!

還有幾十年的路要一起走, 途中必有風浪. 無論遇到甚麼困難, 也要一起勇敢面對. 請記得今天對對方許下的承諾, 對對方父母的承諾. 要好好照顧對方. 不做傷害對方的事. 不離不棄. 從今天起, 你們的感情只會赲來赲深厚. 不怕樣子變老, 頭髮變白, 也永遠相親相愛! 祝幸福快樂!

喜歡婚禮

喜歡婚禮, 因為喜歡戀愛.

Can you feel the love?

Welcome 2010!

Spent the last day of 2009 dancing with my fellow Crewplayers' Players at World Trade Center. We spent over a month to rehearse for this count down show and I was loving every moment of it! At first, I was super worried that I couldn't keep up with everyone, couldn't remember the steps when the music plays. I had to book a studio to practice with my spare time to make sure that I won't bring the team down. I have gained so much from this experience. Thank you DY for signing me up!

CPJT & CPT dancers:



On stage :D video is posted on facebook links. Don't have the original clips though.




CP family picture! Go Crew Players!!!




Looking back at my 2009 resolution, I think I have achieved most of them:
- learn thai boxing (checked! well, kinda... i took a couple lessons & couldn't fit into my busy schedule ;P)
- Have fun with my dodgeball team DLS! (CHECKED!)
- Cello exam in Apr/May (Checked!)
- Dance more (Checked!)
- Eat healthy (Checked with occational MackaDs & KFC... oops!)
- Spend more time with family & friends (not so much with family but with friends... )


For 2010, my resolution is... hum... I'm actually feeling quite content at the moment. Every single 2009 resolution is still on the list: dance, dodgeball, cello... yet I'm not brave enough to say I should drink less :p There's a goal though,

I want to move out!

Not sure if it's possible. Moving out is not that simple for me. Wish me luck!

2009

好多人都話2009過得好快, 我都覺得係. 究竟我2009做過d乜呢?

去左十次旅行
3轉上海, 北京+北海道 各2次, 台灣, 曼谷, 沙巴... 原來無離開過亞太區. 最好玩係夏天ge北海道. 最激係喺沙巴踩海膽. 最離譜係喺上海工幹但係玩到成個袋唔見左! 最有教育意義係北京文化自由行. 無論工幹好, 自己去玩又好, 2009 都玩得好開心.

考左cello 5級
無distinction, 考到個merit都好滿足! 其實可以再好d, 2010繼續努力呀!

打左兩季dodgeball
雖然個人仲係打得好差, 但係recruit左幾個勁人入DLS! team spirit好! 好enjoy打team sport, 唔講唔覺今次係我人生第一次玩team sport呀! 希望長打長有, 我地下季想囉牌!

做左n次姊妹
每次都嗌到失聲, 玩得盡慶! 能夠做你姊妹的確係我ge榮幸. 祝你們都相親相愛, 生活愉快!

去左300次Antique
唔知點解鐘意去Anitique玩多過去老蘭. 人地唔知會以為我係full time員工添呀! 希望下年少d夜蒲, 多d訓覺.

Dance Dance Dance
認真地需要進修舞技, 唔可以再hea跳. 上左CP Junior Training之後更加覺得自己需要多d時間苦練下... 年尾個count down show會係我一大挑戰. 同其他同學仔練舞先發覺自己跳得有幾差. 雖然只得分令鐘, 但係我希望唔好甩, 將獅子座ge表現慾盡情發揮!

給我一個家

沒有歸屬感的人特別寂寞。自小已沒有家的感覺, 人大了更沒有歸屬感的基礎。

曾經在Wetmore Drive 上有個安樂窩。鐘愛那灰藍地毯, 因為喜歡吸塵。更愛期待鬱金香盛開, 等你剪下來送給我。想念那竹林。可惜雜草橫生, 長到鄰家後園去。竹林都給一次過被殲滅了。雖然有殺不盡的螞蟻, 但證明我有做飯。喜歡看Mallow每天在花園玩耍, 不厭地追網球, 狂奔直到氣喘才回來喝水。然後看牠滿足地趟在樓梯頂歇息。對房子內的燈制, 家電, 日用品的位置也瞭如指掌。沒有Antique Bar, 沒有Party16, 沒有舞蹈課, 沒有BMW, 沒有dodgeball... 卻很滿足。

回來三年了。 沒有做過一頓飯。沒有一件屬於自己的家俬。生活模式都不是自己的。總是將時間表填得滿滿。累了才回去休息。有時候很懷念一整天閒在家中聽聽王菲看看小說的寧靜。有點累了, 請給我一個家。一個我不累時也想回去的地方。

Goodbye my 褸

It's been over 10 long years

My LAAU and me has been through major eras

High school, college, & countless dares

Bought in San Fran, back to Reno, then San Jo

Mich in white jacket was typical

Over the years, it grew stinks & molds

Yellowish collar, & red stinks from... only God knows

I know it's time to let you go

There are things that only you would know

I know it's hard to let you go

but Mich needs to grow...

Grow from the past and look forward to tomorrow

Private 超級巨聲

熱愛唱歌, 表現欲極強ge朋友們, 有無諗過參加無記個超級巨聲呢? 有諗過, 但係唔想咁認真? 唔想比全香港觀眾評頭品足? 超齡? 無諗過轉行? 何妨自組一場private超級巨聲!

上星期五朋友搞左個公司event, 喺backstage度搞唱歌比賽just for fun! 型式同超級巨聲一樣. 有評判, 有live music, 有進給決賽. 好好玩呀!!

先介紹下香港著名音樂人-- 除繼宗先生! 佢就係我地當晚嘅靈魂人物啦! 所有live music都係佢一手包辦, 鋼琴結他和音一腳踢, 我相信無一首歌佢係唔識架! 而且佢會完全配合表演者個beat, 就算甩晒佢都會帶返你入黎. 真係好勁架!!



當晚有十位參賽者, 估唔到一間公司裡面有咁多高手! 其實大家都係以玩嘅心態上台玩, 所以都好投入. 台下嘅同事/朋友們都睇得好high! 你睇下佢地幾有台風!



亞sam係當晚嘅其中一位評判, 大家都叫佢做Miss Sam Sam! Hahaha... 佢好比心機去比comment每一位參賽者架. 全程Paris上身咁, 中文英文講到mix up 晒.

例如, "個song choice好好, very有感情, overall 係一個excellent嘅performance!"

佢仲將我地平時講開嘅口頭禪發揚光大, " 呢位參賽者嘅盡震音好勁, 但係有時震得提太much啦!" Miss Sam Sam 一講完"太much"之後全場爆笑! 不停地講足一晚! XD



有無覺得好奇怪, 有乜可能我呢個舞台表現者唔參加埋一份呢? 係因為我同Loke, Sam Sam, DY 係決賽前計分時段嘅表現嘉賓呀! 我仲solo左我首飲歌tim :) 跟住Loke, DY, & Bonnie 唱咗太極嗰首"每一句說話"



表現完畢就進入決賽高潮啦! 四位finalists都唱得好好! 聽度台下觀眾好"淋"! 結果要以點數分勝負. 佢就係當晚嘅全場總冠軍啦! 真係唱得好好聽! Professional 一樣呀!



大家都情緒將高漲唔肯走, 於是除繼宗叫左個注場靚仔歌手亞博表現一曲. 佢自彈自場陶喆的"愛很簡單"! 嘩!! 好聽到毛管動呀!!!!! 又識彈結他, 又打鼓, 又靚仔... 真係唔知佢想點!!! 總之佢做歌星係應該會一定紅嗰隻啦!



Free jam 時段, 當其他人都散嗰陣, 我, Loke, 除繼宗, 同亞博就jam多幾首歌. 好正! 唔知邊個話要唱溫兆倫, jones 即時起music玩"一生何求". 點知jam起上黎好好聽呀! 大家都識歌詞喎! canton pop真係好正呀!!!



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