Sucks to be me

why do i suck in everything i do? sucks on the field. doomed to be the ball girl forever. I do agree with them that i shouldn't play in the field too. That's sad. Even i don't believe in myself anymore. sucks playing cello. speaking of that, i haven't touch chill pill my cello for ages! i suck at work. i suck and all i got is my "spirit". That's why i won all "best team spirit" award possible. it actually translates to "you suck but thanks for trying." sigh... ok. done whinning. peace out.