Mr X Chu Ling Ling

Jan 28th, my first night out since Jan 16th 2010. It was on a week night too! My gawd!! All because of Mister & Chu Ling Ling's live show at M1's 3rd anniversary celebration. They were great singing live, the crowd was crazy... and I was super paranoid. um... maybe I'm not ready to dive back into my night life yet (or ever), but for great music performances, hell yes! :)

Mister will be having their very first concert at Hung Koon soon! Great band! Also loved Chu Ling Ling's keyboard & violin!!

Ignorance is Bliss

sometimes i wish i don't know how it works. then i won't be stressing over it at all. truth hurts.

一路好走

想再吃您的抄腰果. 過年過節到您家都會吃到家的感覺.
想再和您飲茶, 每次我四出叫點心回來您都會很高興.
欣賞您的活力, 多年來週遊列國, 泰國跳降落傘跳了4次, 我一次也不敢.

特別記得小時候有一次我拉不上拉鏈, 您一手便幇我拉上了. 說起來沒什麼特別, 但印象深刻.
記得您來美國探訪時, 晚上在我房間談天說地. 您問我長大想做甚麼, 我當時告訴您我想當翻譯員. 然後您跟我切磋日語. 好厲害!

嫲嫲, 這幾年您辛苦了. 雖然您已不認得我們了, 但相信您會感受到我們都很愛您. 您離開時靈魂清醒嗎? 會到那兒找到老朋友嗎? 會認得他們嗎? 希望您已做回那個精力充沛好動的自己, 找到老朋友, 過著無憂無慮的生活. 嫲嫲, 請一路好走!

My 4S 康復工程

my mumble...

"心情跌到谷底之後, 明白到事情已到達不能再壞的地步. 我大可以選擇保持現狀, 等時間沖淡一切. 心情變得麻木後就當發了一場惡夢. 過了就算. 但我選擇改變, 努力扒離谷底."

When life has hit a bottom low, when things cannot get any worse... I could choose to pretend nothing happened, let my emotion stay low and let time passes. Wait 'til my feelings get numb and life goes on as if nothing had happened. Or I could choose to change. When things are that bad, the only way to go is up! However, climbing up requires courage and determination. For better or for worse, I know I don't wanna stay at the current stage. Currently enrolled in my own 4S rehab program.

1. Slow down. Telling myself I don't need to fill up my schedule everyday, every week.
2. Spend more time at home. It is worth more of my time than my hobbies.
3. Sacrifice. Don't be a FOMO all the time. Need to believe that I won't be forgotten if I don't make it to every social event.
4. Schedule wisely. Make good use of my Saturdays!

感觸

二零一零年一月十六日, 那天我情緒崩潰了. 正好碰巧是好友牙生牙太的大好日子. 在婚宴上我失控地哭. 太感觸了!

伴郎細心地準備了幻燈片, 在晚宴中和大家分享新人的相識經過與拍拖點滴. 回顧著他兩的愛情故事, 我們都一直再旁見證. 感情是累積回來的. 歲月把累積回來的感情變得深厚. 直至牙醫向她求婚, 到今天在眾親友面前承諾愛對方一生一世... 太感動了! 然後牙太在台上哭著說她很掛念爸爸, 忍不住跟她一起哭. 但從今以候請世伯放心, 因為牙太已找到幸福了!

還有幾十年的路要一起走, 途中必有風浪. 無論遇到甚麼困難, 也要一起勇敢面對. 請記得今天對對方許下的承諾, 對對方父母的承諾. 要好好照顧對方. 不做傷害對方的事. 不離不棄. 從今天起, 你們的感情只會赲來赲深厚. 不怕樣子變老, 頭髮變白, 也永遠相親相愛! 祝幸福快樂!

喜歡婚禮

喜歡婚禮, 因為喜歡戀愛.

Can you feel the love?

Welcome 2010!

Spent the last day of 2009 dancing with my fellow Crewplayers' Players at World Trade Center. We spent over a month to rehearse for this count down show and I was loving every moment of it! At first, I was super worried that I couldn't keep up with everyone, couldn't remember the steps when the music plays. I had to book a studio to practice with my spare time to make sure that I won't bring the team down. I have gained so much from this experience. Thank you DY for signing me up!

CPJT & CPT dancers:



On stage :D video is posted on facebook links. Don't have the original clips though.




CP family picture! Go Crew Players!!!




Looking back at my 2009 resolution, I think I have achieved most of them:
- learn thai boxing (checked! well, kinda... i took a couple lessons & couldn't fit into my busy schedule ;P)
- Have fun with my dodgeball team DLS! (CHECKED!)
- Cello exam in Apr/May (Checked!)
- Dance more (Checked!)
- Eat healthy (Checked with occational MackaDs & KFC... oops!)
- Spend more time with family & friends (not so much with family but with friends... )


For 2010, my resolution is... hum... I'm actually feeling quite content at the moment. Every single 2009 resolution is still on the list: dance, dodgeball, cello... yet I'm not brave enough to say I should drink less :p There's a goal though,

I want to move out!

Not sure if it's possible. Moving out is not that simple for me. Wish me luck!

2009

好多人都話2009過得好快, 我都覺得係. 究竟我2009做過d乜呢?

去左十次旅行
3轉上海, 北京+北海道 各2次, 台灣, 曼谷, 沙巴... 原來無離開過亞太區. 最好玩係夏天ge北海道. 最激係喺沙巴踩海膽. 最離譜係喺上海工幹但係玩到成個袋唔見左! 最有教育意義係北京文化自由行. 無論工幹好, 自己去玩又好, 2009 都玩得好開心.

考左cello 5級
無distinction, 考到個merit都好滿足! 其實可以再好d, 2010繼續努力呀!

打左兩季dodgeball
雖然個人仲係打得好差, 但係recruit左幾個勁人入DLS! team spirit好! 好enjoy打team sport, 唔講唔覺今次係我人生第一次玩team sport呀! 希望長打長有, 我地下季想囉牌!

做左n次姊妹
每次都嗌到失聲, 玩得盡慶! 能夠做你姊妹的確係我ge榮幸. 祝你們都相親相愛, 生活愉快!

去左300次Antique
唔知點解鐘意去Anitique玩多過去老蘭. 人地唔知會以為我係full time員工添呀! 希望下年少d夜蒲, 多d訓覺.

Dance Dance Dance
認真地需要進修舞技, 唔可以再hea跳. 上左CP Junior Training之後更加覺得自己需要多d時間苦練下... 年尾個count down show會係我一大挑戰. 同其他同學仔練舞先發覺自己跳得有幾差. 雖然只得分令鐘, 但係我希望唔好甩, 將獅子座ge表現慾盡情發揮!

給我一個家

沒有歸屬感的人特別寂寞。自小已沒有家的感覺, 人大了更沒有歸屬感的基礎。

曾經在Wetmore Drive 上有個安樂窩。鐘愛那灰藍地毯, 因為喜歡吸塵。更愛期待鬱金香盛開, 等你剪下來送給我。想念那竹林。可惜雜草橫生, 長到鄰家後園去。竹林都給一次過被殲滅了。雖然有殺不盡的螞蟻, 但證明我有做飯。喜歡看Mallow每天在花園玩耍, 不厭地追網球, 狂奔直到氣喘才回來喝水。然後看牠滿足地趟在樓梯頂歇息。對房子內的燈制, 家電, 日用品的位置也瞭如指掌。沒有Antique Bar, 沒有Party16, 沒有舞蹈課, 沒有BMW, 沒有dodgeball... 卻很滿足。

回來三年了。 沒有做過一頓飯。沒有一件屬於自己的家俬。生活模式都不是自己的。總是將時間表填得滿滿。累了才回去休息。有時候很懷念一整天閒在家中聽聽王菲看看小說的寧靜。有點累了, 請給我一個家。一個我不累時也想回去的地方。

Goodbye my 褸

It's been over 10 long years

My LAAU and me has been through major eras

High school, college, & countless dares

Bought in San Fran, back to Reno, then San Jo

Mich in white jacket was typical

Over the years, it grew stinks & molds

Yellowish collar, & red stinks from... only God knows

I know it's time to let you go

There are things that only you would know

I know it's hard to let you go

but Mich needs to grow...

Grow from the past and look forward to tomorrow